Hey everybody,
So I've been having Nightmares lately, A lot... It's become a nightly ritual of falling asleep even later than the night before in hopes that I won't be asleep long enough to experience them. They're always vague when I wake up, but vivid enough to be real life while they are happening, always ending in tragedy, being stabbed, shot, losing loved ones, or even just depression.
I don't feel welcome in my major anymore. The passion I thought I felt for nursing has eroded, like a sandcastle in high tide. leaving no traces of being interested in the first place. The only thing I find myself being able to do willingly is blog, and pace around without purpose. I've written a list of questions that I need to find answers for before I can consciously decide where I belong in life, heading up the list are the questions "Who am I?" And "Is this where I truly belong?" Lost is the most vague way to describe my current feelings.
-Cody James Gorell
Music listened to while writing: Far From Refuge, by God Is An Astronaut
Listen here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d6MKBzti0P4
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